Sometimes I Forget (a PINK Tuesday post)

Blue wooden bench.

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Today’s blog includes input from my friend and guest-blogger, Jen Haefner.

It is funny how much I take for granted. I know I am blessed, but I think sometimes I forget how incredibly blessed I am.”

My friend Jen took the Trek to the Manger with us during Advent. Her Trek baggage was heavy this year – heavy with the weight of unresolved health issues and the stress that those unknowns can create.

Even more than the discomfort of not knowing your diagnosis, Jen says that “…pain is a vicious monster and can make you turn into someone you don’t recognize or like very much.”

Ouch. That one hits mighty close to home.

Sometimes our pain is physical, like Jen’s.

Sometimes our pain is emotional, maybe even caused by the panic that rises up in us as we try (yet again) to describe what we’re experiencing to another doctor in a series of doctors who don’t seem to ‘get it.’

Sometimes our pain is leftover from what we didn’t do that we should have done; or what we did and now wish desperately we could un-do.

This vicious monster has reared its ugly head in the lives of many, including the life of Martin Luther. In the pages of Bonhoeffer: Pastor, Martyr, Prophet, Spy by Eric Metaxas, we read that “As [Luther’s] health declined, everything seemed to set him off. When a congregation sang anemically, he called them “tone-deaf sluggards” and stormed out. He attacked King Henry VIII as “effeminate” and blasted his theological opponents as “agents of the devil” and “whore-mongers.” His language waxed fouler and fouler.”

For all of his memorable reforming, it seems that even a church father can turn into someone you don’t recognize or like very much.

Given the opportunity to look back over the path she has walked these past months, my friend Jen realizes “I now find myself at a crossroads as I’ve gotten some answers and still have more testing to do. I’m finding that some of my joy has been lost during these past two months.

But of course, none of us can relate with Jen on that… right? (sarcasm)

It’s just that, sometimes I forget that joy is within my reach!

Sometimes I forget to hold onto those flutters and glimpses of joy, only to find that when I need them most, my hands are empty and my joy is gone.

But the story doesn’t end here – at least not for Jen.

“Luckily, our minister must’ve know the perfect quote to put into our church bulletin, by Mark Twain, which is: ‘Grief can be solitary, but to reap the full value of joy, you MUST share it with another!’ This quote literally WHACKED me across the face.  It’s like God was speaking directly to me.  What I heard Him say was, ‘Get up, don’t let life and the things in your earthly walk get you down. Stand up and know that I love you.  On earth you will hit hurdles, road blocks and make detours along the way, BUT keep on going.  Feel the joy in everything and be present in every moment because I am in CONTROL. When you trust fully in me, you won’t have grief, but perfect and steadfast JOY!

After the church service my mom, step dad and I went to walk along the Boulevard. There I watched seagulls flying, kids chasing seagulls, kids putting their feet in the 50 degree water, people walking, rollerblading, biking… there were just so many different things going on around me that it literally took me out of myself for a few minutes as I sat on a wooden bench and observed the world around me.

I knew, without a doubt, that God put me there on that bench; He put those people and activities around me; He wanted me to be WITNESS to the joy around me!

I do know that He is right and I need to be thankful for my health, for every sunset, every breath, every moment with my kids, and not take for granted a single thing on this earthly walk.”

Sometimes Jen forgets, as do I, that with each simple breath comes an opportunity to inhale joy and to exhale praise to the One whose presence guarantees that we are never, ever alone.

Sometimes Jen forgets, and more than anything in those absent moments she needs the witness of our inner Twain to remind her that joy is incomplete if not shared.

Sometimes I forget why I’m doing what I do, day in. Day out.

Sometimes I forget how incredibly blessed I am.

On this PINK Tuesday, don’t let me forget!

Don’t let me forget to be a partner in joy by simply being a partner to another in their pain.

Of course sometimes I forgetbut that is why I have you.

(Thank you, Jen!)




Wear ‘Em If You’ve Got ‘Em!

I’m not satisfied with Sunday School answers. I come by this quality honestly as I’m sure I inherited at least part of my inquiring mind from my mother. She “graduated” early from Confirmation classes because the Pastor couldn’t deal with her challenging questions for another year. Not that she quit asking them, mind you.

I guess Martin Luther wasn’t satisfied with the answers the church was giving him, either. Rather than continuing to drink their Kool-Aid, he chose to boldly go where (practically) no one had gone before. He pounded his challenges to the wooden Wittenberg door and took a stand on the irrational grace of God. Many faith traditions will celebrate his boldness this Sunday, on Reformation Day, claiming for ourselves the inheritance of this Gospel of grace. 

Tradition suggests the wearing of the color RED on Reformation Day. Red for the fiery flames of God’s Holy Spirit, which came down to rest upon the heads of Jesus’ followers at Pentecost and which burn true and steady in believers all around us to this day. Red for the blood shed by the faithful whose lives were given in the name of the God of love – martyrs who risked all for the One whose body was pounded to a wooden cross in the ultimate stand for the irrational grace of our radical God.

Unfortunately, tradition can get tired and result in mindless repetition. Too often we freeze in time the reformation that happened centuries ago, failing to realize that reformation HAPPENS – even today.

I don’t know about you, but I’m itching to do some pounding of my own! The Spirit in me is being stirred up at the prospect of continuing the Reformation in THIS DAY, in OUR WORLD and in TODAY’S CHURCH; actively participating rather than passively celebrating something that someone did somewhere else a long time ago…

So, here’s the challenge: I’ve got a pair of pink shoes that are ready to pound some pavement on Sunday morning! These shoes represent to me the unique imprint of the Spirit of God on my life, showing up in counter-cultural (and sometimes very ODD) ways as I walk the path of my faith journey with Him. I suspect that YOU have a PAIR of PINK SHOES, too, and in recognition of God’s reforming work among us, I ask you to…

Wear ‘em if you’ve got ‘em this Sunday, October 31st!

Wear ‘em to worship.

Wear ‘em to the grocery store.

Wear ‘em to the movies.

Wear ‘em to family dinner.

Wear ‘em as a physical sign of the spiritual truth that God is alive, active and OBVIOUS in those who choose to let Him make His home within.

You’re sure to stand out if you take up the challenge (especially if you pair the pink shoes with Reformation red), but you’ll be in good company! I’ll be watching for you, my friends in the faith, and I can’t wait to see where YOUR pink shoes will take YOU!

Wear 'em this Sunday - the BRIGHTER the BETTER!

Disclaimer: Don’t get hung up on the literal “pink shoes!” While it’s FUN to identify with each other in this way, the “pink shoes” are really that which makes us stand out in unique ways for the Kingdom of God. You can choose to forego the wearing of pink footwear, but please let your gifts SHINE THROUGH! Because, if you’re OPEN, God will make things HAPPEN – with or without the shoes!
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